Self Harm

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This album is about certain issues including mental illness

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released June 8, 2019

Created by Alexander Lugones

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Anumission Asheville, North Carolina

Alternative Rock from Asheville, North Carolina

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Track Name: You Will Your Will
You will your will

Verse:
You’re undone
Bang your drum
Tell everyone
I'm not the one

Pre Chorus:
I throw my cigarette away
I may not see your face again
so I'll just scream at subway cars

Chorus:
You will your will
(Repeat)

2nd Verse:
All your friends
hide their pride
Self destruction
Social suicide

2nd Pre Chorus:
I throw my cigarette away
I may not see your face again
so I'll just scream at subway cars

2nd Chorus:
You will your will
(Repeat)

3rd Verse:
Leave everything
Come back home
Lick your wounds
Call my phone

3rd Pre Chorus:
I throw my cigarette away
I may not see your face again
so I'll just scream at subway cars

3rd Chorus:
You will your will
(Repeat)
Track Name: Atrocious
Atrocious

Verse:
I look at myself
I see what I see
I don't like the image staring at me
Broken pieces
A pile of junk
I look at myself and scream
I’m corrupt!

Chorus:
what a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction
(Repeat)

2nd Verse:
I look at myself
I see what I see
I don't like the image staring at me
Broken pieces
A pile of junk
I look at myself and scream
I'm corrupt!

2nd Chorus:
what a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction

Bridge
This is what I think of me
Uncontrollable disease
and my brain is full of fleas
I am atrocious
I am atrocious

3rd Chorus:
what a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgrace
yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction

Anthem:
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
Somebody save me
(Repeat)
Track Name: Distorted Reality
Distorted Reality

Verse:
This is a breech
Oooo
My reality
Oooo
The creeps are free
Oooo
Insecurity
I fall down

Pre Chorus:
So this is now
and this is how
and this is now
So this is how
and this is now
and this is how

Chorus:
Don't go
Only you could save me from myself
No more
All the pieces scattered on the floor
Hold back
They will come to strengthen their attack
When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring

2nd verse:
Do you believe
Oooo
Their after me
Oooo
They will deceive
Oooo
I will receive
Affliction

Pre Chorus:
So this is now
and this is how
and this is now
So this is now
and this is how
and this is now

Chorus:
Don't go
Only you could save me from myself
No more
All the pieces scattered on the floor
Hold back
They will come to strengthen their attack
When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring

Bridge:
They sent a message from a million miles away
They sent a message from a million miles away
Away, away

3rd Pre Chorus:
I will miss the summer rain
I will miss the summer rain
I will miss the summer rain
I will miss the summer

Chorus:
Don't go
Only you could save me from myself
No more
All the pieces scattered on the floor
Hold back
They will come to strengthen their attack
When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring
Track Name: Unobtainium
Unobtainium

Verse:
Woke up and began to dream
Little pictures in between
of how life could be
If we lived a million years

I began to formulate
Even started a debate
Missing pieces still evade and I need to know

Pre Chorus:
But there's one thing I cant ever find in you

Chorus:
There is no love
Unobtainium
There is no love
Unobtainium
Artificial life is dead to me

2nd Verse:
So I made big mistake
cause I know your life is fake
Your mechanical
and your code is second rate

2nd Pre Chorus:
And there's one thing I cant ever find in you

2nd Chorus:
There is no love
Unobtainium
There is no love
Unobtainium
Artificial life is dead to me

3rd Chorus:
There is no love
Unobtainium
There is no love
Unobtainium
Track Name: Genius
Genius

Verse:
He’s a boor
Just ignore
All his clothes on the floor
Magazines
Chemistry
All the books on how to be

Pre Chorus:
He thinks he knows what's best
but he doesn't circumvent

2nd Verse:
Falling down on his knees
When a bully starts to tease
Walking home in the rain
Calculations in his brain

2nd Pre Chorus:
He thinks he knows what's best
but he never circumvents

Chorus (repeat)
Gotta get away from here
Run away run away run away
Gotta conquer all his fear
Unafraid unafraid unafraid

3rd Verse:
When he goes to the store
He avoids the carnivores
He's a genius herbivore
but forgot to lock the door

3rd Pre Chorus
He thinks he knows what's best
but he never circumvents

2nd Chorus (repeat)
Gotta get away from here
Run away run away run away
Gotta conquer all his fear
Unafraid unafraid unafraid

Bridge:
This is moment
Living the moment
This is the time to persevere
(Repeat)

3rd Chorus (repeat)
Gotta get away from here
Run away run away run away
Gotta conquer all his fear
Unafraid unafraid unafraid
Track Name: Anthemic
Anthemic

Verse:
I want to know who will lead us again
Down the road of triumph and unity
As we grow up learning diversity
If you understand
you will make a stand

Pre Chorus:
You know me so well
Yeah so well
Yeah so well
(Repeat)

Chorus:
We crossed the line and we’re all out of time
I need you to turn back now
This thing that we made is alone and afraid
Now we have to close the divide

2nd Verse:
I feel the sun as it showers the day
and I wave farewell as it goes away
You love yourself and should do the same
This is who we are
from the sea to the stars

Pre Chorus:
You know me so well
Yeah so well
Yeah so well
(Repeat)

Chorus:
We crossed the line and we’re all out of time
I need you to turn back now
This thing that we made is alone and afraid
Now we have to close the divide

Bridge:
You know me so well
Yeah so well
Yeah so well

Chorus:
We crossed the line and we’re all out of time
I need you to turn back now
This thing that we made is alone and afraid
Now we have to close the divide
(Repeat)
Track Name: Situation
Situation

Verse:
I know your situation isn't what they say
I know your situation made you run away
I know your situation is because of fear
But If you reconsider I will be right here

Pre Chorus:
Nowhere else to go
There's nowhere else to go

Chorus:
Separate yourself and stay a while
Dedicate yourself and stay a while
No one seems to care now stay a while
Bring in all your things and stay

2nd Verse:
They say your situation isn’t what it seems
They say your situation is because of me
They say your hesitation is because of fear
But if you reconsider I will be right here

2nd Pre Chorus:
Nowhere else to go
There's nowhere else to go

2nd Chorus:
Separate yourself and stay a while
Dedicate yourself and stay a while
No one seems to care now stay a while
Bring in all your things and stay

Bridge:
If you crash on the couch
Then I won't be a grouch

Last Chorus:
Separate yourself and stay a while
Dedicate yourself and stay a while
No one seems to care now stay a while
Bring in all your things and stay
Track Name: Complain
Complain

Verse:
I fail to seize the day
I don't wanna
I don't wanna

Instead I'll waste away
Apathetic
I'm pathetic

Pre:
Feel the warmth that's on my face
as I bathe in my disgrace

Chorus:
I complain
I complain
I complain
I complain

2nd Verse:
I don't like escapades
Recreation
Desolation

I don't feel I should stay
All the drama
I don't wanna

2nd Pre:
You don't need my company
Solitude is part of me

Chorus:
I complain
I complain
I complain
I complain

Bridge:
And all I do just holds me back
from the things I love the most
The fear inside of me
screams out when I complain

2nd Bridge:
My mind is paralyzed
when I feel Immobilized
You see me smiling
when I socialize

3rd Pre:
You don't need my company
Solitude is part of m

Chorus:
I complain (repeat)
Track Name: Doctors Orders
Doctors Orders

Verse:
She thinks I'm okay
Never knowing, I'm annoying
Throw these meds away
Try to tell me, that they help me
This is in my head
Partly cloudy, never sunny
I just stay away
I don't wanna, be a downer

Chorus:
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead

2nd Verse:
Drinking sudafed
Every morning, for the mourning
Then I comb my head
Gotta lay down, feeling way down

Chorus:
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead

Bridge:
I know she’s right
I know I'm right
But I can't choose between what's right
I know she’s right
I know I'm right
I can't decide what's wrong or right

Chorus:
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead
I can't handle all these meds
so I'll just live my life instead
Track Name: Downtime
Downtime

Verse:
Inside my shaded heart
Trapped in the frozen dark
I lose the will
and fall apart

Hero without a name
Wrapped in my cellophane
The picture fades
Slow moving pain

Pre Chorus:
The desperation grows
The fear in my dreams
The world is watching
while I’ll fight this disease

Chorus:
I feel this for the moment
I feel this right now
and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life

2nd Verse:
The TV screams to me
How I’m supposed to be
I can't decide
Do I believe

Pre Chorus:
The desperation grows
The fear in my dreams
The world is watching
while I’ll fight this disease

Chorus:
I feel this for the moment
I feel this right now
and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life

Pre Chorus:
The desperation grows
The fear in my dreams
The world is watching
while I wear this disguise

Chorus:
I feel this for the moment
I feel this right now
and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life
(Repeat)
Track Name: For Decades
For Decades

Verse:
Deep in the desert there's a secret
A destination that shelters entities
There is a body of a pilot
That was recovered from scattered crash debris

Chorus:
You’ve played this little game
For decades, for decades
(repeat)

2nd Verse:
They close the doors for our protection
A place where they conceal reverse technology
There is a lake with no hydration
That's where the lights are seen hovering in place

Chorus:
You’ve played this little game
For decades, for decade

Bridge:
They don't have to tell us who they are
They just push the button and we’re gone

Chorus:
You’ve played this little game
For decades, for decade
(Repeat)
Track Name: Go For The Money
Go For The Money

Verse:
I've got somewhere to go for the money
and you wanna go to the show
You may think that life is kinda funny
but that's just how it goes

Pre:
Working each day just to pay my way and integrate
Whoa whoa whoa yeah
Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away
Whoa whoa whoa yeah

Chorus:
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
Go for the money and spend it all away

2nd Verse:
I wanna live in a house full of money
but that's just par for the course
All my friends think I'm kinda phony
but I've got no remorse

2nd Pre:
Working each day just to pay my way and integrate
Whoa whoa whoa yeah
Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away
Whoa whoa whoa yeah

2nd Chorus:
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
Go for the money and spend it all away

Bridge:
I only blame myself
I get by with a minor life
I make my existence known
I get further from my youth
I tell no one I'm insane
but I'm here and I'm still alive
If I live my life in vain
I get further from the truth

3rd verse:
Take these pills that cost lots of money
and Make me stay at home
Watch TV and feel kinda horny
and Never pay my loans

2nd Pre:
Working each day just to pay my way and integrate
Whoa whoa whoa yeah
Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away
Whoa whoa whoa yeah

2nd Chorus:
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
I'm so rich today
Go for the money and spend it all away
(Repeat)
Track Name: Our Friend The End
Our friend the end

Verse:
First we grow the hate then we
focus all the blame then we
start to motivate then we
don't negotiate then we

Pre Chorus:
Change the channel
Change the channel

Chorus:
In this world we sow disease
then we spread it to ourselves
In this world we sow disease
then we spread it to ourselves

2nd Verse:
First we save the world then we
plunder all the spoils then we
Generate the faith then we
do it all again then we

2nd Pre Chorus:
Change the channel
Change the channel

2nd Chorus
In this world we sow disease
then we spread it to ourselves
In this world we sow disease
then we spread it to ourselves
(repeat for ending)
Track Name: Starless
Starless

You and me we are famous to no one
We write the songs that never prevail
We take the moments and sing them to no one
You and me we’re just heads in the crowd

We fall away like dust in the background
Left behind
We are starless

(We're free in our minds)

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