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Self Harm

by Anumission

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1.
You Will Your Will 03:18
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You will your will Verse: You’re undone Bang your drum Tell everyone I'm not the one Pre Chorus: I throw my cigarette away I may not see your face again so I'll just scream at subway cars Chorus: You will your will (Repeat) 2nd Verse: All your friends hide their pride Self destruction Social suicide 2nd Pre Chorus: I throw my cigarette away I may not see your face again so I'll just scream at subway cars 2nd Chorus: You will your will (Repeat) 3rd Verse: Leave everything Come back home Lick your wounds Call my phone 3rd Pre Chorus: I throw my cigarette away I may not see your face again so I'll just scream at subway cars 3rd Chorus: You will your will (Repeat)
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Atrocious 03:26
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Atrocious Verse: I look at myself I see what I see I don't like the image staring at me Broken pieces A pile of junk I look at myself and scream I’m corrupt! Chorus: what a disgrace yeah I'm a disgrace yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction (Repeat) 2nd Verse: I look at myself I see what I see I don't like the image staring at me Broken pieces A pile of junk I look at myself and scream I'm corrupt! 2nd Chorus: what a disgrace yeah I'm a disgrace yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction Bridge This is what I think of me Uncontrollable disease and my brain is full of fleas I am atrocious I am atrocious 3rd Chorus: what a disgrace yeah I'm a disgrace yeah I'm a disgraceful malfunction Anthem: I'm not alright I'm not alright I'm not alright Somebody save me (Repeat)
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Distorted Reality 03:51
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Distorted Reality Verse: This is a breech Oooo My reality Oooo The creeps are free Oooo Insecurity I fall down Pre Chorus: So this is now and this is how and this is now So this is how and this is now and this is how Chorus: Don't go Only you could save me from myself No more All the pieces scattered on the floor Hold back They will come to strengthen their attack When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring 2nd verse: Do you believe Oooo Their after me Oooo They will deceive Oooo I will receive Affliction Pre Chorus: So this is now and this is how and this is now So this is now and this is how and this is now Chorus: Don't go Only you could save me from myself No more All the pieces scattered on the floor Hold back They will come to strengthen their attack When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring Bridge: They sent a message from a million miles away They sent a message from a million miles away Away, away 3rd Pre Chorus: I will miss the summer rain I will miss the summer rain I will miss the summer rain I will miss the summer Chorus: Don't go Only you could save me from myself No more All the pieces scattered on the floor Hold back They will come to strengthen their attack When I'm left alone the phone begins to ring
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Unobtainium 02:43
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Unobtainium Verse: Woke up and began to dream Little pictures in between of how life could be If we lived a million years I began to formulate Even started a debate Missing pieces still evade and I need to know Pre Chorus: But there's one thing I cant ever find in you Chorus: There is no love Unobtainium There is no love Unobtainium Artificial life is dead to me 2nd Verse: So I made big mistake cause I know your life is fake Your mechanical and your code is second rate 2nd Pre Chorus: And there's one thing I cant ever find in you 2nd Chorus: There is no love Unobtainium There is no love Unobtainium Artificial life is dead to me 3rd Chorus: There is no love Unobtainium There is no love Unobtainium
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Genius 04:08
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Genius Verse: He’s a boor Just ignore All his clothes on the floor Magazines Chemistry All the books on how to be Pre Chorus: He thinks he knows what's best but he doesn't circumvent 2nd Verse: Falling down on his knees When a bully starts to tease Walking home in the rain Calculations in his brain 2nd Pre Chorus: He thinks he knows what's best but he never circumvents Chorus (repeat) Gotta get away from here Run away run away run away Gotta conquer all his fear Unafraid unafraid unafraid 3rd Verse: When he goes to the store He avoids the carnivores He's a genius herbivore but forgot to lock the door 3rd Pre Chorus He thinks he knows what's best but he never circumvents 2nd Chorus (repeat) Gotta get away from here Run away run away run away Gotta conquer all his fear Unafraid unafraid unafraid Bridge: This is moment Living the moment This is the time to persevere (Repeat) 3rd Chorus (repeat) Gotta get away from here Run away run away run away Gotta conquer all his fear Unafraid unafraid unafraid
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Anthemic 04:40
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Anthemic Verse: I want to know who will lead us again Down the road of triumph and unity As we grow up learning diversity If you understand you will make a stand Pre Chorus: You know me so well Yeah so well Yeah so well (Repeat) Chorus: We crossed the line and we’re all out of time I need you to turn back now This thing that we made is alone and afraid Now we have to close the divide 2nd Verse: I feel the sun as it showers the day and I wave farewell as it goes away You love yourself and should do the same This is who we are from the sea to the stars Pre Chorus: You know me so well Yeah so well Yeah so well (Repeat) Chorus: We crossed the line and we’re all out of time I need you to turn back now This thing that we made is alone and afraid Now we have to close the divide Bridge: You know me so well Yeah so well Yeah so well Chorus: We crossed the line and we’re all out of time I need you to turn back now This thing that we made is alone and afraid Now we have to close the divide (Repeat)
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Situation 03:46
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Situation Verse: I know your situation isn't what they say I know your situation made you run away I know your situation is because of fear But If you reconsider I will be right here Pre Chorus: Nowhere else to go There's nowhere else to go Chorus: Separate yourself and stay a while Dedicate yourself and stay a while No one seems to care now stay a while Bring in all your things and stay 2nd Verse: They say your situation isn’t what it seems They say your situation is because of me They say your hesitation is because of fear But if you reconsider I will be right here 2nd Pre Chorus: Nowhere else to go There's nowhere else to go 2nd Chorus: Separate yourself and stay a while Dedicate yourself and stay a while No one seems to care now stay a while Bring in all your things and stay Bridge: If you crash on the couch Then I won't be a grouch Last Chorus: Separate yourself and stay a while Dedicate yourself and stay a while No one seems to care now stay a while Bring in all your things and stay
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Complain 02:56
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Complain Verse: I fail to seize the day I don't wanna I don't wanna Instead I'll waste away Apathetic I'm pathetic Pre: Feel the warmth that's on my face as I bathe in my disgrace Chorus: I complain I complain I complain I complain 2nd Verse: I don't like escapades Recreation Desolation I don't feel I should stay All the drama I don't wanna 2nd Pre: You don't need my company Solitude is part of me Chorus: I complain I complain I complain I complain Bridge: And all I do just holds me back from the things I love the most The fear inside of me screams out when I complain 2nd Bridge: My mind is paralyzed when I feel Immobilized You see me smiling when I socialize 3rd Pre: You don't need my company Solitude is part of m Chorus: I complain (repeat)
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Doctors Orders 03:34
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Doctors Orders Verse: She thinks I'm okay Never knowing, I'm annoying Throw these meds away Try to tell me, that they help me This is in my head Partly cloudy, never sunny I just stay away I don't wanna, be a downer Chorus: I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead 2nd Verse: Drinking sudafed Every morning, for the mourning Then I comb my head Gotta lay down, feeling way down Chorus: I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead Bridge: I know she’s right I know I'm right But I can't choose between what's right I know she’s right I know I'm right I can't decide what's wrong or right Chorus: I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead I can't handle all these meds so I'll just live my life instead
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Downtime 03:57
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Downtime Verse: Inside my shaded heart Trapped in the frozen dark I lose the will and fall apart Hero without a name Wrapped in my cellophane The picture fades Slow moving pain Pre Chorus: The desperation grows The fear in my dreams The world is watching while I’ll fight this disease Chorus: I feel this for the moment I feel this right now and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life 2nd Verse: The TV screams to me How I’m supposed to be I can't decide Do I believe Pre Chorus: The desperation grows The fear in my dreams The world is watching while I’ll fight this disease Chorus: I feel this for the moment I feel this right now and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life Pre Chorus: The desperation grows The fear in my dreams The world is watching while I wear this disguise Chorus: I feel this for the moment I feel this right now and I’ll feel it for the rest of my life (Repeat)
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For Decades 02:45
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For Decades Verse: Deep in the desert there's a secret A destination that shelters entities There is a body of a pilot That was recovered from scattered crash debris Chorus: You’ve played this little game For decades, for decades (repeat) 2nd Verse: They close the doors for our protection A place where they conceal reverse technology There is a lake with no hydration That's where the lights are seen hovering in place Chorus: You’ve played this little game For decades, for decade Bridge: They don't have to tell us who they are They just push the button and we’re gone Chorus: You’ve played this little game For decades, for decade (Repeat)
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Go For The Money 03:45
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Go For The Money Verse: I've got somewhere to go for the money and you wanna go to the show You may think that life is kinda funny but that's just how it goes Pre: Working each day just to pay my way and integrate Whoa whoa whoa yeah Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away Whoa whoa whoa yeah Chorus: I'm so rich today I'm so rich today I'm so rich today Go for the money and spend it all away 2nd Verse: I wanna live in a house full of money but that's just par for the course All my friends think I'm kinda phony but I've got no remorse 2nd Pre: Working each day just to pay my way and integrate Whoa whoa whoa yeah Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away Whoa whoa whoa yeah 2nd Chorus: I'm so rich today I'm so rich today I'm so rich today Go for the money and spend it all away Bridge: I only blame myself I get by with a minor life I make my existence known I get further from my youth I tell no one I'm insane but I'm here and I'm still alive If I live my life in vain I get further from the truth 3rd verse: Take these pills that cost lots of money and Make me stay at home Watch TV and feel kinda horny and Never pay my loans 2nd Pre: Working each day just to pay my way and integrate Whoa whoa whoa yeah Standing in line just to buy my time and waste away Whoa whoa whoa yeah 2nd Chorus: I'm so rich today I'm so rich today I'm so rich today Go for the money and spend it all away (Repeat)
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Our Friend The End 04:04
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Our friend the end Verse: First we grow the hate then we focus all the blame then we start to motivate then we don't negotiate then we Pre Chorus: Change the channel Change the channel Chorus: In this world we sow disease then we spread it to ourselves In this world we sow disease then we spread it to ourselves 2nd Verse: First we save the world then we plunder all the spoils then we Generate the faith then we do it all again then we 2nd Pre Chorus: Change the channel Change the channel 2nd Chorus In this world we sow disease then we spread it to ourselves In this world we sow disease then we spread it to ourselves (repeat for ending)
14.
Starless 03:09
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Starless You and me we are famous to no one We write the songs that never prevail We take the moments and sing them to no one You and me we’re just heads in the crowd We fall away like dust in the background Left behind We are starless (We're free in our minds)

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This album is about certain issues including mental illness

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released June 8, 2019

Created by Alexander Lugones

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Anumission is a North American Alternative rock act, founded in 2017 by Alexander Lugones as a solo project. Lugones is a bassist, singer, songwriter and experimental keyboardist located in Western North Carolina.

Anumission’s music consists of Alternative rock riffs with melodic and haunting overtones. ... more

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